Robert Pattinson: “If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are. Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.”
Brandon Hall:“The reason girls cant find a good guy is because they look in the wrong places, go to a library. Guys at a party are just looking for the next girl to fuck.”
Have you ever gotten so fed up with dealing with bullshit that you truly didn’t care anymore? Like to the point where you can sit there & think about it over & over again, but you can’t really find the strength to care, let alone try to fix it. I feel like I’ve reached beyond that point. I guess I should be sad/depressed/pissed/etc., but I’m not. I’m not gonna lie, I’m a little bummed, but other than that, it’s whatever. I just think it’s funny how you’re allowed to be mean to me & hurt me whenever you want, but when I get mad & say a few words you don’t like, you wanna run? How are you ever gonna get through life if you keep running away from your problems? & how are you ever gonna have something real with someone if never grow up & get out of that little boy mentality? I’m gonna be honest, I’m one of the best things that will ever happen to you. I’m not saying I’m perfect, we both know that I have plenty of flaws, but what I do know is that I was always good to you & I always treated you like you were gold, because to me, you were. I put up with so much of your shit, I stuck around, I showed you it was real, I let you walk all over me, I did everything I could to make you happy, I let you wear the pants in the relationship, & how do you repay me? By walking away because I finally stood up for myself? Alright then. Honestly, if you wanna go, be my guest. I’m no longer begging you stay & I’m not gonna try to fix anything anymore if you’re not interested in it. You’ve got your mind set on leaving me & I respect that. Like I said, if you wanna go, go. Yeah it’s gonna suck, but I shouldn’t have to deal with this bullshit. I’ve realized that I’ve been putting in 100% while you’ve been putting in like 40%. It should be equal. I just keep going back to that day that I was with you from like 3pm-7am. You dragged me around all day. First to Afghanistan to get your rims, then to your job, then to your house, then back to your job, where I sat there for fucking ever waiting for you, then to get food, then back to your house, then me driving to BFE to get you food, & then watching you play football by yourself, & then going back to your house till the morning. Please find me a girl that would do that for you without complaining once. Not to mention the fact that it was hot as fuck all day & my grandpa passed. I could’ve easily just left, but I didn’t because I wanted to be with you. NO GIRL WILL DEAL WITH YOUR BULLSHIT, WAIT ON YOU, & LET YOU DRAG HER AROUND LIKE THAT LIKE I DID. You know how I feel about you, & you know I would do absolutely anything for you, but I’ve obviously had enough. I honestly don’t even know what’s going on anymore, but I do hope you have a change of heart & change your mind, because this whole situation is stupid & it doesn’t even make sense, but whatever happens, I’ll be fine. I was fine before you, I’ll be fine after you..
I should be studying for History but I’m on here. Fuck itttt. YOLO. Just kidding.
